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[28 Jun 2008|12:39am]
new lj   samanthamerrill add it please. 
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Rain Rain Go Away [27 Jun 2008|06:45pm]
So one of the first things I do in the morning is turn on my computer. I decided to check craigslist for a washer and dryer not that I intended to buy one but I wanted to see what was out there. I ended up finding so many great deals. A washer and dryer for 150 dollars, another set for 100 dollars. But I liked the stacked washer and gas dryer for 225 dollars. I called the guy up and Alex was going to buy it. The plan was I was going to check it out before work and decided if I wanted it and he was going to deliver it the next day. Well Alex was unsure of it so I decided to call my mom later on in the day and talk to her about it and of course she was able to talk me into keeping my old washer and dryer. Issue is.... the bathroom is way to small for both washer and dryer. Since it is summer I put the dryer out in the back shed and have been hanging my clothes out on the line. But once winter comes I will need a dryer I can use. But my mom informed me that we can hook both the washer and dryer out in the back room so I can have the whole bathroom free of any major appliances. So I had to call the guy and tell him I wasnt going to check out the washer and dryer and he seemed upset but honestly I was afraid he was going to kidnap me so it did work out.
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[24 Jun 2008|07:57am]
I also have an interview Thursday, I am sick of the gas I am wasting driving to Portland.

Also, the baby wasnt Nicks. We did a test and he isnt the father. Thank god, she was a wack job. She had a million pictures of him hanging up on her walls while she is dating someother dude, She also confused to us she tried getting preg.
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[24 Jun 2008|02:16am]
So its like 2 am and I am bored at work so I thought I would make a post.
I know I havent been writing much or often and I am sorry about that.

The weekend went by fine. Friday my mom stopped by, her, Alex and I measured the spare bedroom and cut the rug to be strapped down saturday. On Saturday Alex and I went to his parents house, that was probably the best visit i have had with them. Sunday I finally got to mow most of the lawn. It has been raining so much I havent had the time.

We had to take Madeline to the vet because Friday we saw a worm in her butt. We didnt have a carrier so I held her the whole trip. So the vet gave her some wormer. On the way back I let Madeline chill in the back seat and when we got to the entrance of the park Alex wanted to check the mail and as soon as I was about to let Madeline out of the car (because it was close to our house) she pooped in his car. It was so fucking funny, and I saw the worms it was gross.
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[09 Jun 2008|10:40am]
Everything is going well. The place is coming along and Alex moved in over a week ago. We bought a ps3, im excited. July we are going camping i cant wait.
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[02 Mar 2008|02:33pm]
I am actually moving into my own place in two weeks I am pretty excited. Alex will be moving in with me in June.

I am doing very well in my classes. I am volunteering at Wayside Soup Kitchen and I am in the process of volunteering at Mercy Hospital.
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[06 Feb 2008|04:24pm]
I have been having really bad pms. I am talking about IBS to depression.... in other words PMDD. I am on the shot and i love it, i cant switch to pills because most contain lactose and i am lactose intolerant. So I am seeing the doctor tomorrow, maybe we can come up with something.

Nick's ex gf is having his child on Valentines day, well thats when he is due.

My car has been breaking down A LOT.

But other then that everything is alright. Alex and I are moving in together June 1st I cant wait.
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[27 Dec 2007|11:24am]
Christmas was alright, we did the tree on Saturday so once the 25th came around I went to my dads house for a little bit. I crashed my car two sundays before Christmas so I took two weeks off from work so its been a nice vacation. Since my car was broken Alex picked me up and dropped me off all weekend which is a nice change since I always drive. But yeah we have been dating for 6 months since the 5th.

Not much is going on other then that.
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[28 Nov 2007|11:53pm]
I have just started the 5th book in two months. Its been years since I have finished a book. They are the Scarpetta Novles by Patricia Cornwell. Classes are going welll... I believe I am failing. Right one the edge of passing. Its not that I am not trying... they are just tough or the teach sucks at teaching.  Alex and I are looking for apartments. We wont to move in this spring. We might rent a three bedroom trailer from my mom, for cheap. That would be nice.
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[10 Oct 2007|09:12am]
Alex and I are doing great! We are actually going to a farm on Saturday to walk through a corn maze and pick up some pumpkins.  Classes are okay, I am not doing so well.

I started a diet and work out in the beginning of September. I have lost a total of 21lbs! I actually lost 21lbs since July because that was the last time I weighed myself. But I am excited. I want to lose 40 more lbs. And I will be a happy girl.
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[30 Aug 2007|02:28pm]
Class started Tuesday at SMCC. I have chemistry there. Classes at YCCC starts next Tuesday I am taking Pre-Calculus there. I am so excited for school for some reason.

Alex and I went to the Polar Caves a few weekends ago, it was awesome going into the caves. I ended up spending the week with him because his roomate was away. This weekend we are going to see the new Halloween movie and going to the beach and playing lots of video games, because we need a weekend to just relax.
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[07 Aug 2007|12:17pm]
So i have been slacking getting forms out for school. So I didnt bother applying for financial aid or loans. I made a payment plan and I am going to pay it myself this semester.  I am taking Precalc, Physics, and Chem, should be a good semester.

Alex and I are doing great.  He is so amazing, he means so much to me. He went out and bought me my favorite cereal to keep at his place. He also bought me a nice razor for the weekends I am there and might need a touch up. I am lucky to have him.

He has a lot of friends that are girls, in fact he went over there to have a VM (veronica mars) party which I think its gay. But yeah so him and his roommate went to this thing which was held at the apartment of 3 chicks, skinny pretty chicks. They even pulled the "we are just girls" so they would take out their trash for them. I hope I never meet these girls. I know he would never leave me, and he loves me but god I need to lose some weight. Im thinking about leaving gym clothes at his place so I have no excuse not to go to the gym, its 5 mins from his place.
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[30 Jul 2007|10:25am]
Alex and I went up to Bucksport Maine to go camping and visit Fort Knox. TAPS was at the Fort it was soooo awesome.  We both went canoeing for the first time, that was cool. It was a beautiful weekend so we kept the top off the tent and slept under the stars. But I dont think we will ever camp together again. 

I bought a new car. 95 Chevy Lumina, runs wonderfully.

I changed my major from biotech to marine biology/oceanography.

Hmm I dont know what to else to talk about I will write again when I come back from Alexs wednesday.
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[14 Jul 2007|03:10pm]
Wednesday night I went over to Alex's, I stopped by Shaws and picked up dinner. One the way to his house I pass "our" spot which is this cute cafe place and I picked us up some frozen cappachinos.  When I got to his apartment he brought me up stairs and sat me on the bed, and took something out of his desk, it was a box of chocolates. Which tasted amazing. Then he said someone got him something at work ... he went to the hallway closet and brought back 6 roses, of course they were for me, they are so beautiful.

Next weekend we are going camping im so excited.
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[11 Jul 2007|11:54am]
Its been a while since I last wrote. The new job is alright, a lot of drama that I honestly dont need and this line of work doesnt need.

I started dating this guy, his name is Alex Keller, he is a research assistant at UNH and is also a grad student there.  He lives in Dover NH. We have such an amazing connection, we get along so well. 

My mom is having surgery today. I hope it all goes well.

Not sure what else to say, will update later I guess.
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[07 May 2007|06:08am]
So today will be day 4 of 8 for training and I will tell you what I am so fucking scared. This is  a tough job for me. If a kid says fuck you to me I am going to smack him... but I cant here.

So I posted my car on craigslist and this dude called me two hours after like around 10pm. He started hitting on me. When he saw the car the next day, mind you I thought he was going to kill me, he was wearing a tie and everything. I have some stickers on my car and I said I would get rid of them and he told me to keep the Poison the Well sticker, I thought that was odd. He called me twice this weekend... but I am not selling the car... I am just going to fix it up. The people at Maine Mall Motors scared me ... I called to tell them I wasnt going to look at the Honda and they called three times, being a little bitchy to my mom and step dad because I didnt want to look at the car, they even called the next day. Its not like I didnt show up, I called in advance that I didnt want to look at it. And god I thought it was such "a wonderful car" that they it would go fast and they wanted me to put money down on it so they wouldnt sell it... well looks like they didnt.


20 BABY!
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[02 May 2007|09:18pm]
Today was day 1 of 8 for training. It was sooo boring. But they feed us. I am so fucking excited. I also found a car I want. 99 honda civic, 200 a month. 400 down payment. I think I might just trade in my car as the downpayment. I am so fucking excited.
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[21 Apr 2007|10:26pm]
So ever since Nick left he hasnt been the same. I am worried because we sent him there to grow up and he is but he isnt gaining any morals or respect. He is just getting his GED and learning a trade. After the HIV incident I worry.

I cant remember if I had posted that I got a new job, but I did. I am excited. Its in portland, near my school so I might move into an apartment up there this summer. I am excited, I cant wait to get on my own

So Nantucket was nice.  I will post pictures later, or you can see them on my myspace page. http://www.myspace.com/physical_graffiti_kashmir

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[07 Apr 2007|07:19pm]
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

I was bored.
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[04 Apr 2007|11:29am]
So it is April 4th 2007, and it is fucking snowing. Cornish is expected to recieve 5-10 inches. Yeah thats fucking insane.

about 33 days till my birthday :)
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